That' exactly how I feel. I feel like I'm stuck at the age of 15. I'm still at home and now's when I'm getting my stupid liscence and a car. My mother treats me like I'm 15 and it's so fucking annoying and I'm sick of it all. I feel like everyone around me is growing up and I'm here stuck. However, I feel like I'm mature than the rest of them cuz they're the ones that have the mentalities of 15 year olds.
For example, yesterday/last night. Belen is not just some high school there. It's a brotherhood. Therefore, when there are 2 parties (one from Belen, and one not), the one from Belen will take presedence. No ifs, ands, or buts. Just because I decided not to go to some girls party and I get bitched at. What the fuck is that?! And to get into an entire argument because of it. That's exactly what a 15 year old would do. "Oh I'm never gonna talk to u again." And the way they treat Danny? Fine I'll make notes that he can be retarded and stupid but atleast he's actually there for u. You just treat him like a fucking child and look at him like one. Well guess what people! He's not! In fact, the way you guys act and boss around and shit makes you a lot more childish than he'll ever be. He's stupid for taking all ur shit.
So last night, after finding out that Duarte's party was done with, I decided to go to Willy's house [because I consider him a BROTHER] and we had fun. I ended up getting stoned because I wanted to forget of all the troubles. So I had a good time with my brothers Willy, Danny, Danny Alonso, and his g/f and willy's sis and her friends. We had actually fun with people we actually know so it was good until about 3:30-ish when we were on the way home and miguel sends a text saying "you missed out" to danny's phone and i was the one that got the text. I texted back "so did david." After all it is an embarrassment that he ditched his own brothers to go with some people he doesn't know as well as his own brothers. But then again, I guess that's just my opinion and maybe in the end we're jsut brotehrhood at all. But I'll keep thinking of it that way. And so will the rest of the 137 other people.
Peace & Love,
Alex
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